May 2010
I’m going to remove myself. So there won’t be nothing left.
Blood in the snow.
We’re not even friends anymore.
…for the lonely.
she said i hate to hear you talk about yourself like that, (it’s all so delicate. it’s always so delicate.) but i can’t be the one to save you, i can’t be the one to save you from yourself, and are you even aware of how you see yourself always looking for a new way to show how scared you are, a new name for this sickness. so dry those tears all you want, but we knew it...
we mouthed the words to all of the saddest songs because they felt like home and i watched you out of the corner of my eye and that smile you gave me launched one thousand beats of my heart. so you can lean a little harder i will take that weight from you, i will be that call in the middle of the night the picture kept in your favorite book and it you just want someone to call yours i will be...
The pranayamic ground litmus, Ascetic brace the will ascend. Converge onto the death ground - Advance the Rinpoche. Negates now illusorics - ascendant to the cleric school. Stands upon ground of flight and claim’s freedom. Destroyer of the ghost void. Hail vespers - shield from the demonsphere. Effulgent recitation - white light ambassador. O John the Baptist - triumphant beam...
Seclusion.
Just To Sit Next To You and Watch You Hair Grow.